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its my baobei's bdae todae...
went to fetch him from his camp in the evening time...passed him his prezzie...hehee...everything ish packed into a big box...includes a new samsung e770...a heart-shaped bottle wif 999 hearts in it...a initial d version redsuns fc3s which i assembled myself...a letter 'n' a bdae card...smilex...took a cab home...wait 4 dear tobathe den went out...
had ajisen for dinner...dear haf the craving 4 ramen...lolx...went to breadtalk to get a small cake 4 him...den went to collect the ice-cream cake i ordered frm swensen's...took a cab down to bishan park...leave the ice-cream cake at explorer's zone first den went to a quiet part of the park...sang bdae song to him 'n' made him make a wish...hehee...jus love all the moments we spent together without all the gooseberries...hehee...
meet all his frens at explorer's zone...we had 4 bottles of chivas altogether...den everyone kept toasting to dear...idiots...made his bottoms up everytime...hate them...den junming 'n' da k treat dear a super big glass of chivas plus barcardi 151...wtf man...'n' tequila shot...poor dear...
cut the cake at bout 11plus...den they haf their stupid stupid THROW CAKE tradition again...hello its ice-cream cake u're throwing...cold leh...assholes...i din reallie enjoy myself todae but i cant deny that the cake was reallie delicious...hurhur...but i'm sure dear enjoyed himself...
went home at bout 3...dear was almost drunk le...haix...jus wanna wish him a happy bdae again...one year older le...hope he will become more sensible...be happy alwaex and of coz love meee more...heh heh...
another slow 'n' lonely dae...-sigh!!-
spent the whole dae folding hearts for my sweetie as part of hiss bdae present...almost done...few hundred more to go...jia you!!!
pampered my stomach wif some homecook bacon aglio...feel sooo weird hafing pasta all alone...used to cook for my baby quite often when he is at home...he loves carbonara...hais...i miss him sooo much...baobei called back at bout 7plus in the evening...he told meee he reallie mish meee alot...miss hugging meee to sleep blah blah blah...haha...i miss him badly too...hais...we chat until bout 10pm den hang up...hehee...juz cant wait to see him tis fridae...
dear sleep le...so its time for meee to fold hearts again...no time to waste le...update again soon...
its our 11th month anniversary todae...wanted to catch a movie alone but find it kinda pathetic...hais...
alan came to meet meee at baby's void deck...was suppose to meet him at j8 but i was late!!!wahahaaa...he onli gave meee 45min to prepare...how can laaaa...(-.-")went to order my baby's bdae cake at swensens'...wanted to get a super big heart-shaped cake 4 him but alan dun let...sae cannot finish...*^%$#&^%!$^&!%*#!^% .hello...i'm the one paying lor...arghz...cant even put mushy text on it coz the cake ish for everyone to eat...not for the 2 of us onli...hais!!!
went to chill out at coffee bean...met ah heng there...din finish my drink...den went to foodcourt 4 dinner...dear wants them to 'supervise' meee when i eat...pengs!!!ordered korean bbq but cant finish...went to get his bdae card at precious thots...bought 1 super big forever frens bear bear card 4 him...hehee...den took cab home...
slept 4 awhile...got extreme gastric 'n' abdominal pains...sobs!!!muz be becoz of my irregular diet recently...hais...
dear called at bout 9pm...so happy to hear his voice...cried like AGAIN...juz dun understand y i cannot hold my tears...my heart juz hurts when he tells meee bout his torturous trainings 'n' footdrills...dear din eat well in camp...sobs!!mus be too worried 4 meee liao...hehee...he hung up jus b4 10pm...lights off time...he needs to get his sleep...hope he ish sleeping well now...
well...i guess its time for meee to sleep too...dear ish booking out tmr...i needa get enuff sleep so i can go fetch him from his camp tmr evening...finally can see him le...hope i wun cry when i see him...reallie mish him sooo much...jus hope he can book out everydae...i love him...
still lonely 'n' moody...hais...i miss him...
sis jus gave birth to a baby boi tis afternoon...he ish sooo cute...nose 'n' dimples looks like sis...the rest look like bro in law...lolx...at least i got to smile abit todae...feeling much better den ytd liao...but still cries when i hear his voice...(-.-")hmmm...carried my lil nephew todae...his name ish ryan...but my mom calls him LION...omg...pengs!!!he poo poo in his diaper todae...den i help him change diaper...hahahahaa...he ping pong sooo cute...small small one...oopS!!!wahahahaa...
dear called afew times todae...heehee...almost got scare to death by tt stupid TAN AH HENG...he told meee dear kena caught smoking den tio guard duty...cannot book out tis fridae...heng naber...dear onli got to smoke 1/2 a stick todae...feel sooo guilty coz i'm like smoking like nobody's business out here...we chat for quite long todae coz he got alot of free time...still on orientation sooo onli need do some simple exercise which ish already beri torturous liao...his company tio tekkan todae...heartpain man...sobx...
uncle jimmy 'n' mom sent meee home todae...chat wif baby 4 awhile again den go downstairs meet jiale 'n' alan...they were supposed to pei meee when dear ish not ard...dear called again...hehee...chat if him again lor...i miss him soooo much...he oso chat wif jiale 'n' alan...onli tok 4 awhile coz going to lights out liao...said i love u 'n' all the super mushy stuffs to each other b4 hanging up...hehee...love him sooo much...
den the 2 guys pei meee 4 dinner lor...no appetite but dear knew nv eat since ytd...so he make sure alan 'n' jiale pei meee 4 dinner...(-.-")
time to sleep le...but dun think i can sleep again...haven slept for like 30 hrs liao...cried last night while lying on the bed...i miss hugging my baby...no choice...onli can hug his bolster...sobs...cant wait to see him again...sob...
new blogskin. but no mood to beautify it.
dear enlist le...haven seen him for almost 12 hrs le...i can still remember our last hug 'n' kiss at the parade ground...i jus cant bear to let go...even when its time for him to go...i told myself not to cry...i dun wan my baby to worry for meee...but tears jus kept flowing when we said our goodbyes...i finally realised i cant live my life without him by my side...
went home all alone todae...cried jus as i stepped into his room...i miss him...sat on the bed...stone...kept thinking of the gd times we had for almost 2 hours...cant believe i actuallie cried throughout the whole 2 hours...i felt lonely...i need him by my side...i miss him...
went to amk central to get a 2nd hand cellphone(without camera) for him...bought samsung e770 for him as bdae prezzie last week but he can onli use it on weekends...reallie hope he can send meee a pic of himself every nite but tt ish sooo impossible...
went home...stone again for another 1 hour den went bishan to meet ah heng 'n' serene...needa pass ah heng my baby's phone so tt he can pass it to him tmr morning...stone there again...den jiale...weisiang 'n' alan came to pei meee...i cried again when they tok bout my baobei...'n' when jiale played the songs my baby like on his handphone...i jus cant hold my tears...
he called at bout 9.50pm...i cried again...we barely spoke for 5 min den he hafta hang up le...-sobsob-...
i onli had 2 soft-boiled eggs for breakfast b4 sending him to his camp this morning...i dun hafta appetite at all...i dun feel hungry at all...how i wish he can be by my side now so life would't be so miserable for meee as well as for him...its almost 12am now...i wonder if my baby ish asleep already...wonder if he can sleep without hugging meee...wonder if he covers his blanket properly...i'm jus so worried for him...jus cant wait to see him again...