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wednesdae 26.04.06
walk over from j8 to priscilla's hse to meet her...saw shawn 'n' weisiang at s-11...(-.-")bishan ish soooo darn small can...haix...aniwaex...went over to j8 again...did something super 'maluating' on our way there...i almost scream my lungs out thanks to a bloody frog who decides to hop ard the pavement instead of staying in the grass...arghx...i was like screaming 'n' jumping ard like 1 siao zha bor lor...i juz hate frogs!!!thanx pris 4 calming meee down...
went to duplicate some of my dearie's childhood photos for our photo album...gonna put in the photos of us b4 we noe each other(including baby photos) till now...one year liao...smilex...time reallie flies...hur hur...hmmm...bought a huge photo album from precious thots den went 4 dinner at the food court...catch up sooo much wif pris...hehee...reallie miss our school life sooooo much...hiding in the toilet wif her during class time to gossip and sneaking outta class juz to eat chicken pie at our school cafe...hahaa...oso miss bickering wif my dearest laogong in class and outta class...and i especially miss holding hands wif him under the table throughout our whole lecture...hehee...i love him...hope he still remembers all the nonsense we did in school and our stupid smoking break along the canal...hahaa...those were the daes...
cant remember wad time i reach home liao...all i noe ish i missed the 9pm chinese show...(-.-")...chat and sms wif my baobei 4 awhile while searching for cute cute pics online for our photo album...hafta keep the album away on fridae b4 he comes back coz its suppose to a surprise anniversary prezzie for him for our 1yr 1 month anniversary...time to stop...blog again soon...
17.04.06 mondae
dear booked in liao...haix...
woke up at bout 5am tis morning to prepared breakfast for him...made bacon and egg mayo sandwich for him...accompany him down to wait for cab at bout 6.40am...the feeling of seeing him board the cab reallie sux...i'm gonna miss him soooo much...reallie enjoyed the long weekend wif him sooo much...but i reallie wish it can be longer...haix...
went back to slp after tt...woke up wif a damn fever...haix...my nose bleed todae...sooo scary...i've got blood all over my shirt...dripped some on the couch accidentally...luckily its leather sofa...i dunno how to stop the flow...the smell of blood ish reallie gross...haix...i'm glad i wasnt sick when dear is ard...if not he would haf spent his weekend taking care of meee instead of enjoying his weekend and our anniversary wif meee le...i'm feeling so weak now...sobx...but i needa get something to eat b4 i take medication...we onli haf titbits at home...(-.-")so no choice hafta cook...cook porridge and fried luncheon meat for dinner...i cant even taste the luncheon meat lor...sobx...feeling soooo sick now...but pretend to be ok when dear called...cant fake my voice sooo he knew i was sick...but he doesnt noe its tt serious...i dun 1 him to worry...but at the same time i dun wanna see doc coz i've got no discipline to take my med on time...so wad for waste money...take panadol will do...haix...reallie mish him soooo much...hope i can get well b4 he book out tis fridae...dun wanna waste time lying on bed when we can go gai gai when i'm recovered...i dun 1 him to take care of meee...i 1 him to relax when he's not in camp...and i dun wanna pass the germs to him...I WANNA GET WELL NOW!!!
16.04.06 sundae
its our 1st year anniversary todae...
dear got drenched jus to get my anniversary prezzie...sooo touched...its the best prezzie i've ever get in my entire life coz dear risked getting sick to get it for meee...thank you dear...love u sooo much...dear...next time dun do tis liao k??i rather dun haf any prezzie den see u drenched and fall sick lor...and u wouldnt wanna see meee cry again rite?
had candle-lit dinner at jack's place...i ordered cream of chix + jack's special steak + fruit punch...dear ordered cream of mushrooms + steak and catfish combo + shirley's temple...we shared a double scoop sundae for dessert...cant finish 1 by ourselves coz the main course ish too filling le...the food there ish nicer den the orchard branch...hehee...went to NTUC to get the ingredients for dear's breakfast den took cab home le...wanted to catch a movie but it was raining beri heavily...so we decided to go home watch vcd instead...wahahaa...watch BENJI...cook carbonara 4 dear 4 supper...den do facial 4 him b4 we go to sleep...reallie enjoyed my dae sooo much...its true that every single moment u spent wif ur loved ones is special and precious...no one can touch ur heart more den the person u loved...jus hope that we can stay loving till the dae we die...
meee and dar dar...
15.04.06 saturdae
wanted to catch a movie at j8 but no nice shows to watched...end up buying vcds at poh kim(-.-")...met da k 'n' his gf outside DANO...met mr BOMB outside the ktv...we were like freezing in there lor...seems like there's some prob wif the aircon todae...went to balestier 4 bah kut teh after sending da k and his gf home...ermx...i ate 2 bowls of rice like again...haix...went to meet wanxiang at his void deck after supper...he bought a cast puzzle (jie lian huan) 4 dear as bdae prezzie...wahahaa...i dun wanna be mean laaa but guys are reallie lousier at such puzzle compared to gers...they spent like almost 30 min each to try to solve the puzzle but they gave up after awhile...(-.-")i solved it within 20min...wahahaa...went home at bout 3am...i figured out how to solve the puzzle within one minute now...wahahaaa...slept at bout 5am...dear hugged meee to slp tonite...hehee...i love him...
14.04.06 good fridae
went to jurong point wif dear to get ryan his full month prezzie...bought a winnie the pooh gift set + elmo pacifier clip + a pair of socks for my beloved nephew...den went down to liberty market to get eggs and coconut milk 4 mom...reached sis's place at bout 6plus...had our dinner there...went off at bout 8pm...went to the night safari wif my hubby...jus the 2 of us...hehee...the place was like soooo crowded todae lor...waited like forever for the tram...pengs!!the tram ride was great...value 4 money coz we can onli see beri few animals if we dun take the tram...tix wif tram ride was like 28 bucks lor...sooo ex...one thing bad ish cant take any photos of the animals coz they are sensitive to light at nite...-frown-onli took afew pics of ourselves...haix...we din missed any enclosures except the mangrove bat cave coz the bats got no flying license 1...they will jus bang into u when u're in there lor...so its a gd idea to keep outta there...hurhur...walk ard till almost closing time which ish 12midnite...had our dinner at BONGO burger...sound like some fastfood restaurant rite??but their food is ex...quite nice too i think...the servings ish BIG...i din finish my fish 'n' chips...dear tried their signature cocktail...the safari fantasy...aiyo...taste like mocktail coz cant reallie taste the alcohol...the BONGO beef burger ish niceee...hmmm...reallie enjoyed my dae soooo much...thank you dear for everything...
meee...sis 'n' baby ryan
meee and my baobei laogong
13.04.06 thursdae
stayed over at sis's place last night...din getta slp well...probably coz i'm not used to it ba...woke up at 8am to help look after my baobei nephew...mom bought lunch home...din eat much...no appetite...went to fetch my baobei at bout 5pm...he can book out early coz tmr ish good fridae...dear hafta attend a function at his camp tonite from bout 8pm till 2am...he managed to psycho his superior not to gif him anymore guard duty...hahaa...good 4 him...and of coz good 4 meee...wahahaa...finally can hug my baobei to sleep tonite...
i'm jus sick 'n' tired of everything thats happening ard meee already...i jus dun understand why everything hafta happen now...when i'm at my weakest and loneliest phrase of my life...i mish my dear sooo much...at least there ish still someone ard to lend a shoulder when i nid it...i mish my frens...but there's reallie a reason why i cant meet up wif u guys now...sorry my darlings...i reallie nid some time alone...qi...if u're reading this entry...i jus wanna thank u for being there for meee when i needed a listening ear and advices...u're jus like a big sis to meee...reallie hope our frenship will stay strong 'n' thanx for helping my dear...i jus cant imagine how miserable my life would be if i were to face everything on my own...i'm gonna break down already...i reallie nid a break...
life ish jus so pathetic 4 meee...i dun get to do all the things i wanna do...i dun get to choose my own paths and i dun get to make my own decisions...i hate being manipulated like a damn puppet every single dae of my damn life...i hate to be controlled by someone who doesnt understands meee at all...i noe its not the time to voice it out yet...so all i can do now ish keep quiet 'n' try to bear wif it lor...how i wish darling can be by my side to sayang meee now...sobx...
to jeanette...
sometimes its good to accept comments 'n' critism...u shd haf prepared urself for these way b4 the finals wad...i dare to sae i'm not the onli one who made such remarks abt ur ans...how u gonna change 4 the better if u dun even haf the courage to accept ill remarks???its true tt the qns is a lil out of point 'n' weird laaa...i'm not toking bout how u ans...but how to present urself when u're answering it...u were like luffing away in a beri unpresentable manner...u shd jus watch ur own video laaa...duncha think u're showing meee and pple who reads the tag tt u're a petty woman??the pageant is over already...so just forget it and let things pass ok...i dun 1 2 quarrel wif u or haf disagreement wif u the next time i see u during audition or wad lor...and i'm NOT gonna apologise coz i think i haf the right to voice my opinions...
09.04.06 sundae
iron clothes 4 dear 'n' polish boots 4 him lor...abit tiring bout i reallie enjoyed doing everything 4 him...he wants to do it on his own but i wan him to feel like a king at home...not a recruit...smilex...ordered kfc for dinner coz dear dun wan meee to cook...he wants meee to rest...i jus love him soooo much...watched yugi-oh...dear went off at bout 7plus...
watch MSU...din tink jeanette performed well leh..haix...waaa i think our agency will be reallie famous if she won...but she didnt laaa...her Q&A answer sux i tink...i dun wanna be mean but she jus made a fool of herself on stage...she lose alot of points there i think...haix...i expect jade seah to be crowned...but...haix...carol cheng shd be 2nd runner up rather den the winner lor...weird things alwaex happens...i think the 2nd and 1st runner ups both answer their Q&As better den the winner...wasted!!!watch true files after tt...dun wanna tok bout it in details coz i think its disgusting...shameless man...yucks!!!
dear called at bout 10.30pm...actually he called meee at bout 9.30pm...we chat until 10 den he hang up to let meeee watch true files...how sweet of him...den he called back at bout 10.30 lor...chat until bout 11.40 den he hang up...hehee...i mish my boi so much...cant wait to see him tis wednesdae...i love him...
08.04.06 saturdae
went to cineleisure 1st...had our dinner at yoshinoya...met my baobei's bunk mate outside cheers den slack at rocky master's...saw like a dozen pple i noe but pretend i din see them...haha...pple like kevin ho...pple wif common sense will noe why i din sae hi to him...lolx...bloody LOSER wif a capital L man!!!ermx...saw crystal 'n' rowenna on my way to wisma outside the bank next to mandarin hotel...they were going to catch a movie...hehee...hmmm...went to find another of dear's bunk mate at the lil cafe outside wisma...omg he looks exactly like my cousin but the fact tt he ish shorter den my cousin...but as black as him laaaa...wahahahahaa...den took a cab from lucky plaza down to PS...i would prefer walking there coz i ate too much 4 dinner...too bloated...lolx...went to atrium play photohunt 4 awhile...saw gazua...james blah blah...after tt met xinde...lance...chris...and afew others outside...jus dun understand y we hafta meet up wif so mani pple when i prefer seeing my darling and onli HIM on all my weekends...haix...but at least all of them din tag along for our movie except for 1 guy...so not so bad laaa...watched tristan & isolde todae...a draggy show...kinda boring laaaa...bore the hell outta the 2 guys already...lolx...i personally find it ermx...quite stupid laaaa...love story...so wad???so much scandals and rubbish...haix...took a cab home at bout 1am...slack...bathe...den went online lor...watch some clips on youtube.com wif dear...watch russell peters like AGAIN...wahahahaa...slept at bout 7 in the morning...lolx...
07.04.06 fridae
woke up quite early tis morning to cook 4 my dearest sis who is having the confinement now...my first time cooking tis kinda dish...wahahaa...took cab to my sis's place at bout 12pm...had our dinner...had my dinner there...mom already cooked rice...so we had the 2 dishes i cooked tgt wif spring rolls and rice lor...sis loves the chinese wine chicken i cooked...hahaa...but she find the vinegar pig's trotters too fatty...i think so tooo...haha...i juz hate pig's trotters...hmmm...played wif my baobei nephew 'n' fed him milk...haha...he can reallie drink FAST ok...4 minutes ish all he need to finish his bottle of milk...fast hor...for a new born baby who ish barely a month old...took pic of him shitting...wahahahaa...he look soooo cute...its his 1st time using a potty...mom hafta carry him upright...below is one of the pic i took...got a cuter photo of him but can see his little 'u noe wad' beri clearly...so decided to change...wahahahaa...
went to dear's camp to fetch him at bout 3plus den took a cab back to sis's place...dear ish sick so cant carry baby...hahaa...bleahz...sit ard until bout 5pm den took a cab down to j8 for our dinner...had crystal jade like AGAIN...hahaa...no choice i juz love the abalone congee sooo much...went home to rest 4 awhile den i suddenly haf a supper strong craving for shih lin chicken...parmesan cheese pretzel...curry puff 'n' whipped potato...wahahahaa...abit kua zhang but who cares lar...my dear says he will still love meee as much even if i grew fat...wahahahaa...i love him too...heehee...saw da k...his gf...ah pig 'n' xinde there...saw pris 'n' henry earlier on...lolx...chat awhile den went home le...meet da k 'n' his gf 4 drinking session at our void deck at 12am...went home at bout 3am...slack awhile den zzz liao...
actual dae of fashion show...
reached 'the legends' slightly b4 2pm...change into the outfits den sit there like an idiot waiting 4 all the late-comers...yawns...some of them were like 45min late lor...thanx to them we got no rehearsal...arghx...i'm like the 'old bird' there again...haix...miss all the gers from my batch 'n' some of the older gers...it reallie pissed meee off working wif all the newbies...its like they dunno everything...nvm...THEY PRETEND THEY NOE...gosh...everything changed liao...during our time we usually stand aside to watch 'n' observe wad our seniors do 'n' learn from them...reallie miss working wif iris...asheley...christina...melissa pinto...estelle...blah blah blah...we got soooo much to tok about...our topic ish usually bout our previous assignments etc...the newbies topic...'oh wad did u learn from the last catwalk lesson'...BORING...tt ish like sooo outdated 4 meeee liao...'n' they like to compare their pay...luckily they din ask meee bout my pay if not i wun noe how to ans them...they got like $60 for the whole 20min show...which ish like 30bucks per 10 min...sooo pathetic...my pay...HA...i shant sae much laaa huh...hahahahaaa...
show started at bout 3.30pm...i was in the 1st group to go up on stage...waaa i almost got blind by all the camera flashes...pengs...pose pose...smile smile walk walk abit den go down liao...went up again...do the same again...den after tt grand finale lor...everything like less den 20min...haha...so fast...good good...din do much den got good sum of money go into my pocket liao...grins...
share cab wif mei to suntec...walked over to marina sq...wanted to find sand sand...stupid idiot i forgot she changed outlet liao...dumbo...i'm getting abit senile these daes...haix...shd haf called b4 i go over...idiot!!!hmmm...bought kfc den called cab home lor...todae ish reallie my dae...i called comfort line but a mercedes cab came to pick meee up...car plate number 777...cool huh...plus i took the cab at 5plus in the evening...expected a massive jam along cte...but the traffic flow ish quite smooth...phew...got home...rest...makan...smoke...slack 'n' slack 'n' slack until i dozed off on the couch...(-.-")not gonna blog le...gotta wait 4 my baby's call...
yesterdae...
spent like 30 bucks on cab fare todae...called cab twice coz raining 'n' lazy to wait for cab...went for my stupid fashion show rehearsal at legends fort canning club ballroom...waste time man...its like the stupid client last minute change the whole bloody choreography...den we hafta coordinate with them...no choice they are the ones paying...stupid demanding shit...gonna try the new choreograph todae...coz we onli rehearse once ytd...hope nothing goes wrong...reached home at bout 9pm...slack 4 awhile...eat my french fries den tok to dear on the phone till his lights off time...miss him so much...reallie wish he can hug meee to sleep tonight...i'm feeling cold now...cook tom yam noodle 4 myself after we hung up...hungry hungry...slack awhile...smoke...den took a shower...drank a glass of chamomile tea b4 i sleep...
saturdae
met bomb at our void deck...went to bishan park to get cigs but kelvin wasnt there yet...drove to PS...waaa...waited soooo long to park the car...saw a boxter S...damn nice...heehee...had our dinner at crystal jade...ate my fav abalone congee again...hurhur...met charles there...went gai gai wif my baby...juz the 2 of us...they dun wanna be goosberries...GOOD...at least u all noe wad ish 'zhi dong' now...heehee...got something for my baobei ryan from mothercare...aiyo all the clothes sooo cute 'n' stylish...but too big for him le...watched ice age 2 at bout 12am...farnie show...not as kiddish as the 1st one...still farnie though...reached home at bout 2plus...bathe le den zzz...
fridae
i din sleep last nite...too excited coz i can see dar dar todae...smilex...went home at bout 10am to video mom bathing ryan...hurhur...so cuteeee...he almost pee on meee todae...notti boi...i got the chance to feed him 'n' burp him...i was the one taking care of him the whole time coz sis 'n' mom need a rest...took sooooo mani pics of him...i love him so much...muackx...
called cab...went to dear camp to fetch him...tok to his bunk mates awhile den call cab again...(-.-")no cab there maaaa...reached home...wait for him to get ready...den went to serene's hse...its her son's 2nd bdae todae...went to catch a movie after tt...ultraviolet...din reallie watch the whole show...i was like sleeping most of the time in the cinema...pengs...
went to meet da k at s-ll...he intro his new gf to us...sat down to chat 4 awhile...meee 'n' yuling hafta COUNSEL shawn bout relationship probs...went home at bout 3am...yawns...